.......Cause I Don't Wanna Know.
Because when you keep giving pieces of your heart
away to people who would throw them aside,
how much would you have left?
At the end of the day,
would you be left to pick up the pieces all by yourself?
Do you ever wish you could just disappear? To just..cease being? I've felt that way..for so long. I've hidden it so well. And I've gotten so wrapped up in certain moments, that..in that space in time, I didn't feel so bad.
I feel so selfish though. For wishing myself away, when I know my friends and family would miss me..But I feel as if it would reduce complications with everyone.
I almost feel as if I'm too fragile. But I have such an intricate mind, that it takes a special kind of person to even begin to decode me. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find someone who figure it out better than most. Time shall tell, I suppose.
My moods have been so up and down lately.
One minute I'm happy, the next I can't even stand the thought of being around those who are so happy...
I'm partly to blame for my own moods, for allowing people to make me feel bad.
But I also am senstive, and I respond to different things that happen.
My trust is very battered and broken right now. I trust those who deserve it.
I know this isn't the end of the world. I just wish I didn't feel so horrible. But from rain, comes sunshine. So in the end, It'll all be worth it.
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