Words...: January 2010

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Did Anyone Try To Hard?

Love, life
One speaks for the other one here.
And love, life
One speaks for the other one now.
We'll try to get by.

Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.
Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.
She'll break my heart.

'Cause ever since the minute I saw your face,
Well, I knew I wanted to be in that place, next to you, yeah.
And now I'll spend my whole life tryin'
To be the one that's in your arms.
I'll try to get by.

Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.
Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.
She'll break my heart.
She'll break my heart.

Isn't it alright?
Why can't it be just this once alright?
It will be you and me.

Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.
Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did.
I guess I did, alright.
She'll break my heart.

She'll break my heart.
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Today, it's really hitting me.
I know his intention wasn't to break me apart...but that's what happened. I don't blame anyone. People grow apart. I wanted it to work, I wanted to make it work. I...really had hope in us. I..gave him myself completely and totally, even the little messed up parts. I don't really regret it;; everything happens for a reason, good or bad. Alot of little things..that I remember, really hurt. I'm in a way, a bit bitter. That will pass. Trust me, I don't stay like this forever.
It just..hurts..that you go from one extreme [being so happy together..planning for the future] then sulking over losing them
I understand why he's upset that I'm acting like I'm over him, and that I've been talking to someone new. But...honestly. This someone new, isn't new. I've known them since 7th grade. I almost dated him first. He's always listened, and always been there. He even left when i told him i couldnt handle being friends with him, while dating someone else..because the chemistry was too insane. This kid keeps me happy. Always has made me happy, too. And I've done the same for him. We'll see what happens. He's willing to accept me, even with all the broken and battered pieces.
I need an other dose of happy, before I crash.
Here's to a New Year...with new lessons..new ache..new..everything..even if I may not be fond of it, it's life.
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Your little spells worked quietly
Your goodbyes left me wondering
Now that I'm gone you contemplate
If you're over me, Well you used to be

I'm not the jealous type
Who doesn't sleep at night
You've got your karma
I know I've got mine
And all my tears will air dry
With just a little time

I used to wake up every morning
And all I could do was think of you

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He knew that when he kissed this girl, and forever wed his unutterable visions to her perishable breath, his mind would never romp again like the mind of God. So he waited, listening for a moment longer to the tuning-fork that had been struck upon a star. Then he kissed her. At his lips' touch she blossomed for him like a flower and the incarnation was complete.

I tell her all the time that her heart is a different size than most. Bigger. Roomier. Why is it so big? She worries. It needs to be big. The whole world lives there too.

You are the moonlight and I am the stars, together we light up the night. You are the passion and I am the flame, we are both one and the same. I am the taker, you are the chance, this is the rule of romance. I am the seeker and you are the find. Together we are two of a kind.

And when his lips met mine, I knew that I could live to be a hundred and visit every country in the world, but nothing would ever compare to that single moment when I first kissed the boy of my dreams and knew that my love would last forever

i've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances and how it's really just about overcoming your fears. because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it.

The human story does not always unfold like a mathematical calculation on the principle that two and two make four. Sometimes in life they make five or minus three; and sometimes the blackboard topples down in the middle of the sum and leaves the class in disorder and the pedagogue with a black eye.-Winston Churchill

When it comes to love, you need not fall but rather surrender,surrender to the idea that you must love yourself before you can love another.You must absolutely trust yourself before you can absolutely trust another and most importantly you must accept your flaws before you can accept the flaws of another.

But love, I've come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.

The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you,wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night,wants to see you smile. But I think whats better than that is;finding someone that does it all because they want to see you happy.

We love others for their effect on ourselves, the wild child is going to fall for the one who grounds them, just as they learn how to let themselves be free. The strong one falls for the one that makes them delicate, the weak, for the one that builds them up. We want to be able to make the other person laugh, to make them happy. And we want to be liberated from the role in which society has stereotyped us.

It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. &+ how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

He wasn't a fantasy anymore, but something real.
Something she couldn't imagine living without.
&+ she crossed her arms, as if bracing herself against
the possibility that all this might still slip away.

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Saturday, January 09, 2010

Did Anyone Try To Hard?

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