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Sunday, November 16, 2008

I Still Believe.

I went to church today. I went to a new youth group. Yes, I know. Shocking, sort of, isn't it? I had been searching for one, I came across one, called Richwoods Christian Church, I emailed the Youth Pastor a few times. I went in today, and the Senior Pastor greated us, then I introduced myself to Joel, the Youth one. He showed my mom and I around. It's a nice church, it's not too big and not too small. We had a great dicusion on dating, sex, and modesty. Katelyn, this girl was super nice, and made sure to keep me in the group. She invited me out to lunch, but I couldnt go, because my mom didn't have any money. I felt...lighter after leaving. I'm going back next Sunday hopefuly. They had discussion groups tonight, but I didnt go, If I stick around, I might start going to those groups.

I have to say, I'm glad I decided to look this all up; In a way, I've needed this. I've needed to reconnect. I need God. We all do.

My faith is coming back, I can feel the fire start again; I'm learning to pray again, I'm learning to be who i need to be..

Here's a song.

I Still Believe--Jeremy Camp

Scattered words and empty thoughts

Seem to pour from my heart

I've never felt so torn before

Seems I don't know where to start

But its now I feel your grace fall like rain

From every fingertip washing away my pain

I still believe in your faithfulness

I still believe in your truth

I still believe in your holy word

Even when I don't see I still believe

Though the questions still fog up my mind

With promises I still seem to bear

Even when answers slowly unwind

It's my heart I see you prepare

But its now that I feel your grace fall like rain

From every fingertip washing away my pain

The only place I can go is into your arms

Where I throw to you my feeble prayers in brokeness

I can see that this is your will for me

Help me to know you are near

Quotes and such <3

You gotta step forward,or you’ll always be in the same place.

Let go of what kills you, hold onto what keeps you breathing.

If you want what you've never had,you have to do what you've never done.

Nobody wants to hear this but sometimes the personyou want the most is the person you're best without.

Most people don`t know who they are.That`s why they lie. They`re afraid someone else will figure it out before they do.

He lives in ALL of our souls <3

Peace, Love, Coffee;;

Lizzie

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He knew that when he kissed this girl, and forever wed his unutterable visions to her perishable breath, his mind would never romp again like the mind of God. So he waited, listening for a moment longer to the tuning-fork that had been struck upon a star. Then he kissed her. At his lips' touch she blossomed for him like a flower and the incarnation was complete.

I tell her all the time that her heart is a different size than most. Bigger. Roomier. Why is it so big? She worries. It needs to be big. The whole world lives there too.

You are the moonlight and I am the stars, together we light up the night. You are the passion and I am the flame, we are both one and the same. I am the taker, you are the chance, this is the rule of romance. I am the seeker and you are the find. Together we are two of a kind.

And when his lips met mine, I knew that I could live to be a hundred and visit every country in the world, but nothing would ever compare to that single moment when I first kissed the boy of my dreams and knew that my love would last forever

i've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances and how it's really just about overcoming your fears. because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it.

The human story does not always unfold like a mathematical calculation on the principle that two and two make four. Sometimes in life they make five or minus three; and sometimes the blackboard topples down in the middle of the sum and leaves the class in disorder and the pedagogue with a black eye.-Winston Churchill

When it comes to love, you need not fall but rather surrender,surrender to the idea that you must love yourself before you can love another.You must absolutely trust yourself before you can absolutely trust another and most importantly you must accept your flaws before you can accept the flaws of another.

But love, I've come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.

The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you,wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night,wants to see you smile. But I think whats better than that is;finding someone that does it all because they want to see you happy.

We love others for their effect on ourselves, the wild child is going to fall for the one who grounds them, just as they learn how to let themselves be free. The strong one falls for the one that makes them delicate, the weak, for the one that builds them up. We want to be able to make the other person laugh, to make them happy. And we want to be liberated from the role in which society has stereotyped us.

It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. &+ how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

He wasn't a fantasy anymore, but something real.
Something she couldn't imagine living without.
&+ she crossed her arms, as if bracing herself against
the possibility that all this might still slip away.

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